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[He doesn't have to see or hear her to know what she's going through. That single word is all it takes to have him drowning again in his own guilt, and Isaac swallows hard and tries to answer, but he can't, because he doesn't fucking know.]

i dont... we werent ourselves. thiazi got into our heads. i dont remember a lot of it but it was dark and terrible like a nightmare except it wasnt. it wasnt about you she just wanted us to destroy everything we could.

i hurt a lot of people. i dont know what to do but i wanted you to know and to know that i would never have hurt you if i wasnt- i dont know. mind controlled